NisaDysha

2010-11-11T21:39:00.000-08:00

yeah.. this is for you..

NS really is such a bitch...

NS stole my bf away ya noe..

2010-10-14T20:33:00.000-07:00

i do miss blogging..
but i dont have the time to blog..

so bye people..
not gona blog anytime soon..
or maybe i should just post pictures that i didnt upload to fb..
maybe.. just maybe..

hahhahah..

xoxo,
N

2010-08-14T02:47:00.001-07:00

sometimes, i just feel like giving up on u..

but sometimes, im so in love with u that i cudnt bear to leave u..

is me? or is it us? who shud i blame? myself for everything or u?

im just so tired telling u wat to do and what u shudnt do..

im tired of reminding u things but u just ignore it..

im tired of trying so hard to make things clear for u..

u will only come to ur senses wen i gave u the cold treatment..

wen will u ever realize that all the little little things u are doing are the things that totally upset me?

talking to u once, twice, thrice, wasnt enuf..

after everything, u will turn the table around and put all the blame on me..

suddenly i felt that i wasnt gud enuf for u..

but i still stayed on cos i care..

suddenly i felt that we arent meant for each other..

but still, i stayed because of the affection i have for u..

suddenly i felt that i dun meant anything to u..

i still managed to stayed on, cos i cant leave u..

suddenly i realize no matter how u make me sad,

u are the very same guy who will make me laugh until i cry..

make me laugh until i fall dwn the bed..

make me cry until i cudnt cry anymore..

after 2 years and idk how many months.. im quite glad to still be standing beside u as ur gf..

no matter how u make me feel tru out this years..

no matter hw tired i am of u n ur attitude, im still gona stick around..

cos we both noe that we need each other..

2010-08-12T23:24:00.000-07:00

dunkin donut is sungguh sedap nk mampos! :)

me n d were roaming around twn to get sumtink for myself which ended up i didnt get anything at all except dunkin donut.. -.- all the things that i wanted to buy and looks nice to me dharam said the opposite! thats the reason why i hate going shopping with him.. he is so super annoying to the max. and he was the one who got almost everything he wanted -.-

TKNK GO SHOPPING WITH DHARAM LAGI!

2010-08-09T20:31:00.000-07:00

- saved up money for dharam's 21st birthday party (check)

- get more non-cotton on clothes to revamp my entire wardrobe! (check)

- save money for holiday in october with nina to krabi island (processing)

- will have to start jogging back to shed away those babats! (still not done!)

- get shoe for raya! (must do asap!)

- accessories for raya! (must do asap!)

-get my passport done soon! (thinking!)

i think thats it for now :)

oh btw, happy 2 years n i-lost-count-how-many-months anniversary baby :)

happy fasting people!

2010-08-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

i miss my babies alot..

the other short mit up at starbucks for drinks was nice..

but it will be nicer if its longer!

cn we have a proper outing one day!

please la ehk!

2010-08-02T21:45:00.000-07:00

for those who do wan to have a peek of my almost perfect life currently cn just follow me on twitter or my fb... cos i might not consider blogging my life dwn here.. its so idk la.. ok bye..

2010-06-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

This was last few weeks back on the 9th of june to be exact..

Dharam planned out a mini 20 celebration for me at CDANS sembawang..

and baby, tq so much for the time n money u've spent making this happened for me...

as far as i can REMEMBER, it was erm awesome...

Z and W came earlier because they need to help me do everything.. not say everything la... girls thing... hahha.. and they are super in love with the room... if im not wrg, that is the executive suite that dharam got.. hahha... its preety i swear... wen me n dharam check into the room, i was awwed by how big n preety the room is.. looks more like a hotel room rather than a chalet room tau..

People started coming in about 7/8 plus.. but Z had to leave early as she ot another chalet with her classmates.. it orite tho... soon after she left, kej, bob, nizam farhan, fad, jazz, nina and arfah all came... and thats where the fun begins...

waney, kej, bob n fad were challenging who peeled the most number of kuaci... like wtf but its interesting, really.. sitting down and chatting over kuaci is super fun... hahhaha

the girls, wanted to make me rmbr my 20th so they planned to push me into the swimming pool.. and i wasnt lying to them wen the told them abt seeing this person pouring chlorine into the pool at 9pm.. i swear people.. this wasnt a lie la.. alermak... and further more, wen me n dharam check in, the front desk guy told us abt it too.. so im not lying!! cb!

instead of being pushed into the deep pool, they wanted to push me into the jacuzzi in the ladies room... hahhaha.. i noe im freaking strong than the 4 girls who were trying to push me.. sore loser!!!hahahhaha... since i cant get out frm there without being wet, i went to the shower room and shower myself for them... in other words, im sabo-ing myself... freaking CB i tell u!

see the jacuzzi! they tink i didnt noe that they wanted to throw me into that freaking jacuzzi!!! wtf!! oh n nina gave me 5cent for me to close my eyes and make a wish.. so wen i close my eyes, they will push me in.. ahahahha... tk dpt!!!!

Nadia and Nina

Jazz and Waney

So wen the clock strike 12, the prince charming came down with the strawberry cake... and if i cud rmmbr clearly, i tink the cake is delicious!!!

take a closer look at the cake below!

SEDAP pe!!

i loveeeee strawberriessss!!!

Thats Reuben..Dharam's friend.. and tq so mcuh for the 2 bottles of liquer!

Nina and Waney and Bob terselit!

This part, i tink i wasnt even myself already!

I dun rembr taking this pic with nadia and apul

Waney and Shameer

Jazz and BF

I dun rembr taking this one also!

So hard working one my BF!

and this, i dun fucking rmmbr i took this pic with dharam!

all i rmmbr was waking up the mext morning with the worst ever hangover in my entire life!

all thnks to nina, who mixed me those horrible unforgetable drinks!

and truly enuf, this is my unforgettable 20th birthday!

2010-06-17T20:06:00.000-07:00

HIATUS!

2010-05-24T22:16:00.000-07:00

Since i cant shed off the fats. I shall be proud of them - by lynn...

I have to admit that monday is not longer blue but instead.. its lazy..

yeah lazy monday..

the girls were planning to go partial but due to some circumstances,

all the girls including alba paitao me...

in the end no one went off..

there were all twittering about going partial..

and had plans... some study, go home sleep and also option to watch movies..

ccb..

thnks to them i manager to stay put my ass on the chair,

altho tru out my meeting i was somewhere near my fairytale land..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

This is alba..

and the best part is, she is in my class for 2 module

and she makes me happy til i reach cloud nine sia..

and i tink that RP system is quite corrupt u noe..

alba is in my class for 2 environmental sci and lab management

and ifad is in my class for immunology

cant they just put alba on my immunology class instead..

y must go all the hassle of changing..

The best part was this... last thursday rite after lab management,

alba had to switch clas after UT..

and u noe wat, she went off to ifad's class

and ifad went to alba's class which is my class...

I really find it funny at 1st and we were al laughing at RP's stupidity..

lol

menyusahkn org saje...

and the most epic picture for the day..

same rite..

alba, the queen of hearts.

2010-05-23T19:07:00.000-07:00

Met up with this diva last thursday after class..

nutink much to do, hence we went roaming around far east plaza to do little shopping..

finally la dpt catch up with her abit..

the both of us bought the hair tat we wanted.... huahhahha...

sungguh the happy la sgt sgt..

cos we have been eyeing for the hair since forever..

I needed to do some shopping for dharam's graduation..

well zanna suggested maxi dress. but i tot i will be a little overdress..

so i just get a top and pair it with jeans..

yeah me wearing jeans..

This is his mum.. very cool i tell u... i like.. so i dun mind getting married to him tho.. hahha

and im so in love with my long curly hair.. yeah

which dharam at the later part of the day claim that it doesnt look fake tho..

His last brother..which at most time i find his quite annoying.. well not only me.. -.-

When dharam went off to mit his friends to celebrate..

mcm after grad party gitu la..

den i was being so kind i went all the way to harbour front to pick up this aunty la..

mit up with waney, nicco, ariane and sakinah..

had a mini catch up with them over our BK burger at vivo rooftop..

how i love badge 7.. hehehhe

2010-05-19T20:09:00.000-07:00

someone observed my daily routine..

-morning when i reach class, i will eat my mash potato from the 7-11.

-during the 1st break, i will tapao either my teriyaki chicken, tori kastu chicken, ayam penyet.

-second break, i will get erm.. snacks from booklink..

now u tell me mcm maner tk gemok balik

2010-05-18T00:32:00.000-07:00

he is super duper fucking hot sial...

fuck..

2010-05-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

Im super unhappy with my pay...

ok lets put that aside anyway...

BUt wait i still cant over it cos i wanted to shop my money away since GSS is here..

alermak... potong kepaler org finance baru tau..

Im all single ladies tru out this week.. Dharam is working his ass off for his new bike end of this month.. Now i feel that my hierarchy is goin down down down.. and soon no longer different than the pariah clans.. HAHHAHAHA.. Thnks to waney for saying that i might be a pariah once CBR is out.. CB.. Wat a life... 1st work work work work den now bike bike bike. den where is NISA... like hello... hahah...

I had to cancel all my plans for today bcos 1stly i just realize last nite that there will be environmental sci UT today.. Den I was all prepared to mit up with those kakis after waney end work.. turn off, Dharam always have to burst my wonderful planned plan. He texted me in the early morning, which i had to admit not his usually time to text me.. cos he at most time will be sleeping...oh yes he texted me saying he asked for canceling of shift.. thusssss... he isnt working.. like finally can mit him and spend time with him...

pay pls come in quite.. i so wana get that bebe watch...

2010-05-09T20:47:00.000-07:00

Last friday nite was freaking awesome to the max..

it was nyna's 21st bdae, so she booked a room at waterfront hotel.. it freaking sweet and romantic siak that place.. so anyway, i got her a bottle of smirnoof..

the start of the day was pretty hectic.. with some of us haven eat yet, not prepared.. no clothes, no heels and all.. EVERYTHING WAS CRAZY.. but once u get that booze in u, everything will go just fine.. hehhe

we got ready to the club, and only in the cab i asked if nyna brought her camera along.. which obviously she didnt.. cos we were all so super excited to party.. and all we think abt was party.. only party..

we party at LeNoir 1st den attica..

all i rmmbr was that i left attica and went to dharam workplace, when he wasnt working that nite, remove my shoe and when i woke up the next morning, i realize i sprain my right ankle and up til now its super swollen...

wtf...

so rmmbr dun get too drunk on ur heels when u noe ur bz partying...

fuck my life

2010-05-05T19:21:00.000-07:00

Stupid migrane just wont go away.. i wish to like just knock sumtink on my head and hope the migran will just leave my head alone.. besides having this stupid painful migrane which most of the tyme leave me half dead, or rather look like the dead.. mensus cramp came and torturing me as well.. FML..

Nina's party is this friday.. n i've got the things i needed for the party.. and im super duper excited abt it..

theme= heelssss....

2010-04-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

i hate them.. well that include my sister and her husband.. i just dun understand what the fuck u guys wan from me.. what is it that u wan from me all this time..i tot i was strong enough to ignore everything that had happened.. but now, i feel like im getting weak and i noe i cant handle it any further. its like as tho my patience and silence bring me to nowhere and the anger has reach the vertical limit.

im at this point where i just wan to get out from this horrible place and stay with dharam and his family.. at one point of time, i thot having to listen to my mom was the big deal.. cos she is my mom afterall rite..bt wait a min, tell me wats the point of listening to ur mom n sister who ruin ur relationship with the guy ur truely in love with and u just cant live without. on the very fucked up note, ur own sister claimed that ur a snobish bitch when ur with ur bf.

like hello.. wat the fuck are u talking about here. my bf doesnt even disturb ur life n at the same time, u just cant be bothered to hear what ive got to say. in my own point of view, i observed that ur the one who is being such bitch to me whenever ur husband is around.. u act like as tho ur stupid husband can take care of u so super well. fuck u la.. my BF can take care of me better than ur husband take care of u.. my bf wins him hands down mother fucker..ur being so proud with what u have... which is basically nutink.. u guys even need to borrow money from others for ur own wedding.. like wtf are u guys thinking.. u cant even get enuf money for ur own wedding and here u are trying to act so proud of urself with me.. no have money den dun act so big can..

i dun get why u hate my bf so much.. wat did he do to u.. wat is it.. tell me arg.. im proud to say that im proud of my bf altho im only his gf not his wife.. come on la.. girls wan be awed by her bf/husband.. no girls/women wud wan a stupid husband or bf and cant even support his own wife/gf.. im proud to say that my bf is super intelligent.. not like ur stupid husband who thinks that all people are scared of him..

stupid mother fucker...

time like this i just wish ur not my flesh n blood... i hate u so much up to the point that i cant even look at the side of u.. im disgusted by u.. i tink its time for my mom to choose who to leave this place call home..

dharam, i nid u...

2010-04-22T18:40:00.001-07:00

im missing zanna baby so much.. mit up sometime next week for dinner cn baby.. waney also k.. oh syafiq n gf also.. always MIA.. and i hate people who go MIA or worst AWOL on me.. tsk tsk..

anyway, school and fyp been ok i guess.. i hope things will continue to be this way till the last week of the module. But guess wat.. i get vicky wu again for my biosensor module.. FML sia =.=
do u even noe hw much i anti her.

look here, for the 1st day of of her module, she gave me a C. which i noe its not the correct grade for me.. cb.. always give me Cs since last 2 semester.. wana pull dwn my grades isit.. kanina... and on top of that rite, when i do rj or if i dont do, she still give me a C.. if i do or dont do rj and i went off partial, i will get D. so tell me abt it.. wats there not to hate.

fuck V.

anyway dun forget to vote for me n waney like everyday ok.

2010-04-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

WELL APPARENTLY.. SOMEHOW, THIS SOMEBODY.. MSN ME THIS AFTERNOON DURING BREAK OUT..

and he claim to have a webcam session with jessica alba..
JESSICA ALBA U NOE

and he sanggup print screen all and send it to me.. lol
tsk tsk tsk
i still find it hard to believe altho ive looked at the pic..

isap la

2010-04-08T04:00:00.000-07:00

starting work at a new place n new ambience is a total challenge i wud say..

but everything turn well for me on the 1st day of work..

and wat more can i say, i love work..

and tru out my entire training days, ive been wishing to be placed at hollywood zone..and i so badly wanted to be in silver screen where they sell betty boop.. but tercmpak at star characters.. selling all dreamworks product..both shrek n madagascar.. and those merchandise are super cute i tell u..

initially i was suppose to be in studio store. with arfah.. but due to some reason.. i was being transfered to star characters.. its worth it n i got to admit.. im so looking forward to work tmrw...

thanks for the response that ive been getting...

pre order will be closing on the 14 of april of earlier..

any interested parties please place ur order asap..

u can reach me tru my fb or msn..

for more infor pls click the link below..

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=172119&id=661303969&ref=mf

2010-03-28T01:14:00.000-07:00

i hard to have a bf who works as a bar tender!! tau tk! tau bgs la tu! hmmph!

i will be like working from 8 in the mrning til 6pm.. den he will go for work at abt 5 and end at 1 or 3 am..tell me mcm maner nk jumpe?

wen wana mit up!! he will complaint he is tired! ALERMAK!!!
KETOK KEPALER DIER BARU TAU!

=.=

im so sad!
BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF THINGS, univesal studio in april!

2010-03-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

In another 2 months time.. (if im not wrong).. its gona our 2nd year oik!!! yes i made it.. i mean we made it.. Despite coming to 2 years, theres ups n dwns like any other couples.. and we fite alot.. like literally alot.. i totally mean n swear its freaking alot.. from 1 small tiny little thing to big enormous thing.. yeah that is wat i wud call love bebeh..

today is Din and Angie last day in hougang, the girls plan to have a little farewell party after closing... so i have to drag my lazy ass down to hougang and mit them.. i think i will nvr get another great/fun MIT ever again.. sheesh.. but i cudnt care less.. cos for the last time, i tinking im quiting.. wait.. i dun mean i tink.. i noe im gona quit soon.. hehhe.. y stay at a placce whr ur shift is always gettin cut? lol.. get a better paying job den leave.. tats life.. rite? hahha

ok wait.. i have to mit the girls latest by 10.30 at hougang.. plus minus the time, most probably by 11 or 11.30 farewell will end.. from that 11.30 to 1am whr the fuck am i suppose to go?? while waiting for D??? haiz.. nasib aku la.. nvm.. shall spent my time on a sunday at clarke quay aloneeeee!! waiting for the bf to knock out frm work n go supper at our all time fav place!!! huahahaah

come to think of it now, im hungry!!!

2010-03-17T00:32:00.000-07:00

serious shit to the core.. like totally OMG! D has been working tru out the whole week.. n i suddenly feel so merely redundant girl :(..(!!!) hahhaha... i noe rite.. =.= he will start work like 5 pm and will end at 1am on weekdays and 3pm on weekends.. tell me hw am i not supposed to be all angry n moody? very chibs abis budak tu tau!! bunuh D baru tau! =.=

oh n but the tyme he end work, i will most of the time probably sleeping like a pig.. n wen my phone rings, n wen i see his name on my hp screen.. i wil be all "wat the fuck u wan??" "im sleeping arg!" "dun disturb me"... and the worst part of it.. sometimes i just dun remmbr saying anytink like tat.. hahhaha...

on my bright of life/story, i surprised him by waking up in the morning n went to his hse.. and wen he open his eyes... i was beside him.. looking at him.. awwwww... sweet rite me! huhahahha... dats because i miss him.. another than that u dun tink i will be all that sweet corny mushy gf.. hell no..huhahhaha...

n now im so famish.. ajak D go makan.. but his reply kn mcm @$%^%&^&(*(*)*).... bapak kau! =.= how annoying!

2010-03-14T04:17:00.000-07:00

Pls people pls la congratulate me n waney for getting that mighty gerek position ok.. hehhe.. zanna baby please dun be so busy woman ok..

wen i get my pay, first thing first, camera bebeh! pls ehk.. camera is fucking important.. as u may noe.. im not always at home.. and im always out.. almost everyday.. and i got like tonnes to share but no photos.. hence im way too lazy to elaborate my day and tat basically explains why my blog is super dusty..

flyer, check
zoo, check
picnic/dinner under starlight, check
marina barrage, check..
next i wana to pull D for ice skating.. and dine in at eighteen chef..

i tink for this month n the last, ive been a gud girl to D.. becossssss... im so super nice to treat him to ice cream, to supper.. i tink tats all.. but still wen have u ever heard tat i spend my cash on D.. instead its like the other way round.. hahha! n on top of tat, im so super nice as to not shop for myself..n i bought him marc ecko shirts.. hehehhehe.. baik rite.. i noe!

i fucking kat wait for the 22nd march to start/come...
mean while, i nid to do some shopping for the 22nd onward course... tsk tsk..
excited giler babs!

2010-03-10T22:41:00.001-08:00

i cud clearly rmmbr wat i did n whr was i... i tink obar now is loaded with loads of indians... hahhaha.. i rmmbr going to the ladies bar non stop.. n once, wen i came back, Alba was siting on my chair (!!!!!) geram sahaja.. i tot its someone idk.. nasib baik kenal.. hhahaha... familiar faces around..

ok nadia jgan bubble i ok next week..

oh waney call my old no if i dun reply u using my new no.. (??) ape aku ckp ni.. tkpe.. call je any no.. love kau bulat..

2010-02-26T10:34:00.000-08:00

2010-02-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

D said he shall not get me a new hp.. :( sad rite! i noe! sheesh.. but nvm that, i shall get it myself.. for the time being, i will probably get hp at 711 den sumother tyme i shall change it..

and wan faris! dun ngada2 nk beli iphone n show it off to me ehk.. please la.. mentang2 hp hilang nk iphone la pulak2! tsk tsk!

2010-02-22T15:33:00.000-08:00

i was awake at 6 in the morning.. im amazed at myself for that.. the reason why i was awake at that timing bcos i suddenly got the urged to urine.. so got up from bed, proceed to the toilet.. with my hp on my right hand.. after urine, i then flush the toilet bowl.. after i flush, to my amazed, i drop my hp into the bowl... and i quickly pick it up.. and its spoilt.. since 6 in the morning ive been crying non stop. now its 7.40am.. im web sms-ing dharam.. and i noe he is sleeping.. the worst part is, the warranty card that i have does not cover my current hp condition.. if i were to repair idk hw much it will cost me.. but D ask me to act blur and send for repair.. mcm bpk dier punyer kedai.. again.. im hp-less.. and i felll like im cut awat from my social active life..

wats my store number again? the only number i cud remember is D's..i waney 1st 4digit number... cb! i really need a phonebook for real..

and im still crying now :(

2010-02-21T22:33:00.000-08:00

This was the date that both me n D were like gundus.. had dessert before aku proper meal.. tsk tsk... tell me hw gundu can we be.. but still its all very satisfying.. :)

V.dae!!

sorry ive got no photos to upload cos we were both so engrossed with wat we were doing.. i told u we have planned a strawberry picnic rite.. us, with strawberry fruit and strawberry champange.. and due to some reason.. that very cute plan was destroyed!!! it was our fault tho.. for getting hang over and cudnt wake up.. we only woke up wen its like wat 7 in the evening? tell me abt it!! sheesh! =.=

anyway we've got a back up plan.. which is later in the nite.. before we cud leave his hse, his mom were like sulking.. hahha! damn cute i tell u.. the reason she sulk was bcos nobody wish her V.day and D's dad was working and she is annoyed but the fact that nobody wish her or bring her out.. so we went to eat dinner over at the Rubinah, sembwg road.. (tats our fav mkn place u noe.. esp supper!)

after dinner, which ended around like wat 9? we went bali lane for sheesha at nabins! hahahha very relax siol.. and its just the two of us.. smoke sheesha til we cant smoke anymore! i love tat day u noe! :)

i almost forgot.. the other day shud be last thursday, went wild wild wet with jas! heheh... super fun i tell u.. and im abit tanned.. and im liking this colour on my skin now.. i wan go taning alrady! and the next day wen i woke up, my whole body are bloody aching! now its better! yesterday jas text me if i cud watch percy jackson with her.. but due to the worst hang over i cud ever have..i decline! and decline everybody who wants to mit me.. yes.. i was such a good girl yesterday as to stay put my butt at hm.. nice rite.. and i do is eat n sleep the day away.. its been quite sumtyme ok i stay at hm..

"THIS USED TO BE A FUN HOUSE!

BUT NOW ITS FULL OF EVIL CLOWNS!

ITS TIME TO START THE COUNTDOWN!
IM GONNA BURN IT DOWN, DOWN , DOWN!
IM GONNA BURN IT DOWN!"

2010-02-19T18:08:00.000-08:00

guess wat? This is my bloody 1st tyme blogging using my mobile.. D will be screaming at me for hiking up my bill.. Confirm plus chop!! I got tons of things to share and everything that i wish to share are bein jumble up in my brain and tats nutink new..

1) went ice cream dating with D.. Instead of having dinner 1st we had ice cream(??) i noe rite..
2) v. Day was fun altho me n D ruin our picnic.. Sheesha was great.. :)
3) had a bonding sessions with my bitches, nadia n nizah!!
4) planing to hit the club with them
5) hafiz asked me out on a date b4 he leaves for taiwan in april...
6) D is a pest A(??!!) really?? Haaaaaha
7) plans for waney 20th bdae.. Haah!!
8) mit up session with apit n waney at supposedly orchard... Hahaha had fun!!
9) fam went jb.. And im hm aone again.. This will go on like forever i tell u!! Always lik to leave me behind! Bloody chibs!
10) lastly, im working lateron at 5.30!! Sungguh malas tau and its saturday...

Those secondary schools idiots had plans tonite.. They are so eager for their "adventure" tat they are so willing to pick me up frm work tonite..but im gona give it a miss cos rite nw im missing my fat fuck! Hahaha! Pls tell me u got sum plans in mind u stupid muggle!

2010-02-11T21:03:00.000-08:00

today is the last day for my ut.. and the best part is, nutink can even get into my brain now.. and its chemistry! double chibs! bcos nutink cn get into my brain, im gona watch my korean drama!

bye people.. and oh waney ive voted for shameer azmeer.. semangat siol dier msg suruh vote! hahah

2010-02-08T23:09:00.001-08:00

Hey girlWhere's your drink?We goin' all get real drunk tonightHey girlI got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight)By the end of the nightImma have you drunk and throwing up (hey! )By the end of the nightImma have you so fucked up! (have you so fucked up)

tell me who wana get drunk with me :)

2010-02-04T21:27:00.000-08:00

watch tooth fairy last week with D... it was freaing awesome.. and even the fairy god mother said tat unicorn exists! and u people cannot destroy bubble... cos its proven unicorn exists!hahahha

its friday today and its like the last day of school.. next april im gonna be in year 3! so fast.. got my FYP teammates and my FYP tittle: Bio-Oil Extraction from Saw Dust! its so freaking exciting... and its a one year project so my team dont really need to rechoose again for the other FYP..yes we got 2 FYP.. so sad!

im preparing myself for the holidays cos i noe im gona be a bz idiot.. =.= but i will try to make tyme for my d and my babies orite *wink* im gonna mit waney tonite.. tink zanna is working.. sian..

wats ur plan for V day people?

i hope d can follow my plan for tat day.. which is to have a strawberry pinic! hhahhaha.. mcm cute gitu rite.. just us with strawberries.. (cos we both love strawberries!!!) and a stawberry wine.. :D gona have a house party wen mom is away next week end! hohohohohhohoh

2010-02-02T22:21:00.001-08:00

i love the tatooooooo!!!

ive finally finish watching your beautiful!! yeahh... and im now watching princess hour.. and i hate mysoju bcos most of the show i wana watch are broken!! i wana watch i am sam!!! chibye

2010-01-28T18:52:00.000-08:00

Got a message frm Ebel last nite, and sadly, she is leaving hougang mall and idk where shes going.. and she dun even noe whos our next SM.. this sux i tell...hougang keep on changing SM.. and up to date now.. total of 4 tymes hougang actually change SM.. tsk tsk.. maybe they have a target or 10 i tink... sheesh..

eversince im in poly, chemistry here do really suck big time u noe! hw i wish mr heng is like here to teach me chem.. he is super much better than this stupid B.O china faci.. which doesnt even guide us to do things wen we are so stuck.. and sumtymes, trust me u dun noe wat the fuck she is talking abt or wats her question..

its like only 11am now... i feel like today module is draggy... and on the bad side of life, its chem today.. and i dun understand a single thing and since the time i sat my ass down on the chair, ive been bloghopping, FB-ing, smsing, msn-ing and etc... gosh its sper boring and i have this feeling of cabuting! if only my grades were tat gud =.= ya feel me mon? i dun think so lar kn...

hope next week wont be tat hectic like this week.. cos i nid to mit my babies and D.. and sleep like a pig!! for now, im gona watch your beautiful in class and ignore the world around me.. best of luck people!

2010-01-26T22:56:00.000-08:00

when he is rite in front of me, i choose to abuse him in any ways.. kick him, punch him, bite him and do wat i can do to hurt him.. cos afterall and as far as im concerned, tats wat our RS is based on.. but wen he not there with me,infront of me, i cant seems to bully him and tat will make me miss this stupid guy so much.. when i do miss him, i will start insulting him and he too.. wat can i say.. we have a very violence RS here.. and i love it well..not surprise..

fuck it.. can i be abit romantic at least? lol bottom line is tat i miss this botak/hippo/fatty/cocky etc... but watever it is, he wil still love me and he love me more than i love him and i love him.. confused? me too =.=

school is ending soon and D is having his FYP presentation.. cant wait to mit him cos i ditch him for sleep last nite wen im suppose to mit him for supper...

babies + syafiq please confirm with one another about our next outing/planning ok! must mit up n discuss and plan btol2 tau! tknk last min tk jadi pulak.. klau tk jadi aku bom rumah satu2 tau! n tkmo nk ckp tkde duit je ehk! chibs.. we will go for the paintball wat most probably on the 16 or later.. by then korg semua da dpt gaji ok! syg kamu semua! cya chibyes! hahhahah

2010-01-24T20:52:00.000-08:00

BTW,

happy belated 19th bdae zanna baby..

this blog is forever dusty... since im forever bz with work, work and work... sumtimes rite, working roaster can be such a pain in the arse because when the days tat i dun feel like working ar all, is when the store needs extra hand... but wen i need to work, they cut our hours off.. this is super not fair ok...but on top of tat, it doesnt really matter if im working or not.. cos im still forever and will always be buzy with god knows wat im up to.. hahaha...

year 2 sem 2 is finally coming to an end.. so tat also means tat i wont be able to see the stupid pathetic girl who likes to smirk at me in class again.. well hopefully we are not gonna be in the same class next sem for year 3... and i dun even noe wat module she selected.. bt watever it is please, i dun wan her to be in my class again.. i had ebuf of being smirk at everyday.. =. so sian ok.. its worst than a stranger staring at u... lol

once holiday starts, im afraid im not gona blog.. well i guess.. cos im always buzy wat..

see u again wen i feel like blogging soon... :D

2010-01-10T17:29:00.000-08:00

NYNA IS ENGAGE NOW!..
infact her news came to me as a shock la! sungguh shock sekali... we kinda have a mini gathering in her room.. as usual! hahha... wen girls get together... gossip is always the "in thing".. the good news is, we will never get bored of the same topic.. we talked abt things like from boys to moonlight to princess la kn.. hahhahah from talking to doing menicure and lying straight on the floor with the baju kurung! tk sopan langsung...waiting for pics from loads of people.. esp, nyna!! cepat please..tq!

i wanted so much to upload photos from my zoo trip with Dharam.. but mcm mls gitu nk upload.. see how later if lesson cant entertain me enough den i might just post it... we'll see abt it..on top of that.. the stupid monday blues are getting to me... shitty... so sleepy now..

but lets hope that time fly by fast cos im miting my babies after school! :D cant wait

2010-01-06T16:52:00.001-08:00

Having someone which u really love to fulfill ur wishes.. just feel so amazing.. sure it is... literally..lol..D asked me out.. for dinner... and FLYER!!! yes arg... for nearly 2 years, he decided to take us! to the flyer!...tell me wats there not to be excited for?

Pay came in! i really need to do sometink with my hair...shall see when.. cant wait for the weekend cos its all packed up..

friday:date

saturday:work

sunday: nyna's engagement

i was planing to wear turqoise but den nyna wanted us to wear white.. pig btol la.. haiz..rite now.. im stuffing and im gonna hunt for food now.. ciao!

2010-01-03T19:33:00.000-08:00

where was i during new year?? i was working.. i strongly tot tat it was double pay on the eve.. haiyah.. but nevertheless.. work was fun despite those morons who always ruin my store.. well not really my store.. but wth... i hate sales bcos people like u like are super kiasu i tell u... like never see any cheap thing around.. on the other hand... i got more shifts.. :) and y the pay day seems so far away? its like another 3 more days... money come quick baby..

oh ya! i went to see fire works.... at clarke quay.. so cool.. i always have this feeling.. when i look at those beautiful fire works, i have this tendency to jump jump! excited ape!

if u ask me wats my new year resolution is...ive got tons n tons of it! hence dun bother asking! lol

ok wait.. i just nid to do sumtink with my hair...tats it.. its super plain n dull! n i miss my curlsss...da arg! nk rebond my hair pulak

ok now i nid to rush my ass down to the lab...

2010-01-01T11:52:00.000-08:00

im sory sadiqul 'amin....

baby girls.. i nid u now...

pls mit me soon...

monday?

ring me up orite girls..

2009-12-19T09:23:00.000-08:00

just got back from a date with this boy...

n i have to drag myself to work tmrw!

happy 19th bdar shameer!!

hope u had fun altho u waited quite long!! :D :D

below are some pics from shameer bdae picnic at marina south pier...

2009-12-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

Yes arg! Ive managed to chop off my long not so curly hair anymore..

n its not short n erm.. not straight.. ehye!

i tink i might just reborn my hair one day..

i had enuf of trying to straigthen my hair but less than half a day..

its back to my normal idk wat hairstyle hair..

benci aku!

Mit up with my BELOVED babies at marina square..

they are looking everywhere for their lover's present...

hahha... mcm so sweet gitu lor! :D

the next tyme im miting any of my girls,

im gonna ask and really really ask they wat are they really really gona wear..
cos on that day, my outfit boleh clash ngan zanna!!! we wore exactly the same top! but tkpe..

tk pasal.. at least org yg pakai tu mcm senonoh sikit dari SOME PEOPLE!

hehehhehe

im super duper in love with my new nokia side kick lar!!!

Its been such a long long long tyme...

i have met zanna!

obviously.. ade bnyk stories ape.. kater girlllssss!

so we decided to sit at starbuck and do our coffee drinking... after a long long tyme..

waney is forever lapar and will forver get the same puff wen we are starbucks.,..

tsk tsk tsk

yeah.. that was them trying to look for box for the present.. hahah

next up.. zoukout bebeh

mit up with iqul 1st and had our dinner over at superdog...

i was walking towards the banquet wen the name superdog appear in front of my eyes..

the both of us sungguh mentel nk try...

its nice lar dey...

u must understand.. ive got new phone.. and im trying my very best to capture every moment possible..hp ade camera wat.. hehehe

after dinner mit up with waney n fee at vivo.. and bcos shameer end his work rather late.. we mit them straight at sentosa itself..

YESSS... i got the knitted top tat i wanted so so much...

they came to mit up close to erm 11 i tink..but its orite.. at least.. we all had fun.. frm drinking... to gossip.. to talking cock.. to erm.. dancing to the song mambo no.5!!! hahahha

altho i said i love my hp.. sumtimes.. this hp is such a pain in the ass.. tkde flash lar..see gmbr pun mcm gelap je.. =.=

tats the only moment i cus capture bfore my hp die on me..

i think i cant puji my hp lar.. puji sikit je dier offfffff.... trok btol

bump into loads of familiar faces here n there..
including them... rindu bgt deh!

since ive mention in the previous post tat we haven been spending quality time together.. and he is making it up for that..
so we had our breakfast at mac..
den off to town to get things for zoukout..

wait.. i think after town we went vivo.. cant rmmbr wats the point of going there tho....

ok..

myra...

kau kn ade bynk kwn ape.. tk mcm aku n waney kn.. tkde kwn langsung...

kiter kn jahat..

we got flaws n all..

tk mcm kau..

kau kn gerek n power nyer kaki ape..

semua kau buat kn btol..

oh tk..

kau kn nk eveytink go ur way..

aku n waney kn salah.. sorry lar org yg hidup sgt perfect.. tk mcm aku n waney..

im so super sure tat ur gonna blab shit to ur new clan ape.. psl aku n waney..

we noe ur capable of doing tat or maybe add on som stories here n dere..

but i dun really care..

aku n waney wana talk to u n clear doubts..,

but kau perangai sundal nk step maner nyer bgs je...

congrats to u..

i hope kwn baru kau semua tk nmpk la flaws kau lar kn..

kau kn perfect tk mcm kiter.. sory lar..

oh.. btw.. iqul ajar aku hw to pray n all..

so i will pray hard tat life kau screw up lar..

mcm maner kau ckp tadi kat msn ehk yg life aku n waney screw up..

once again.. sorry ar org yg perfect giler..

2009-12-08T22:55:00.000-08:00

class is cold.. argg..

and im having that stupid cramps...

like suddenly my menses visit me regular for the past 2 months..

its a gud thing but its irritating.. like everymonth?? arse.. please gime me my irregular menses back.. :(

i cant wait for class to end cos im miting si budak 'amin tu nk catch movie..

*jumps**jumps**jumps*

according to him, we haven been spending time together lately..

bagus jgk dier realize!

sarang haeyo! *blush* *blush*

holiday come fast...

cos my brain isnt working like hw its suppose to.. =.=

2009-12-06T19:22:00.000-08:00

im telling u, wen i get my pay, tonite!!

im so gona chop off my ling god damn irritating hair..

and i wan to dye sort of like maroon or red colour.. :D

never really did dat before..

anyway, my sister is abit mentel.. she was looking tru this henna design thingy..

and was inspired by it for a moment..

dere goes my plain white hand..

im always her make up toy..

oh well.. i bedazzled my new baby.. its so sparkling.. :D

i wana watch ninja assasin please..
and sadiqul 'amin..
our date pleaseee....
jgan luper hor!

i got lab session this morning..

and so, i wore a jeans and a sneakers to school..

sound so not me actually.. and i hate jeans!!

gosh!! i regreted wearing jeans this morning!

damn tat jeans man!

2009-12-01T18:17:00.000-08:00

Mit my new baby people..

i is sungguh jakun with nokia..

im still figuring out hw the hell im supposed to transfer my sim contacts to this phone.. =.=

but i still love my hp more than u!

2009-11-30T04:33:00.000-08:00

Now im very buzy... buzy watching my korean drama.. all thnkx to my waneybaby ehk.. psl tu aku tk lyn iqulku.. hahah!! (??)

finally, the stupid pp assessment is now over! yes arg!! im so glad its bloody over.. and now am looking for my FYP team mates.. aku tau zai da book diri ku yg sungguh rajin.com! i noe.. hahahha!

oh btw! boboy managed to get an art scholarship from naval base! its like a dream come true lar for him..

wait i noe my post is like all over the place.. ok watever!

oh and!!! syafiq, i spoilt ur extra hp.. oppssss.. sorryyyyy giler babi nyer!!

2009-11-25T20:50:00.000-08:00

im in class..

just received text msg from boboi..

boy>Boy made it to sec 1. im overjoyed!

hehhehe... congrats my annoying brother..

suddenly aku pun mcm overjoyed..

means i have to get him a present.. :D

2009-11-23T07:53:00.000-08:00

Im super buzy now with my stupid pp poster!!

arg..

Ive yet to inform ebel that i can only come to work abt 4 this sat due to my pp assessment!

because of that, i lost i think abt 30 bux for not working 12.30 to clsing! NBCB btol!

I think ive spent most of my day outside.. i didnt even notice that lar.. jahat nyer aku! klua je..

so anyway, today is monday.. and i shud say wat a monday lar! its freaking irritating.. becos i feel annoyed, i started to irritated iqul.. hahahha... sorri :D seronok hor buat gitu..

I just step my feet in the house, and my super cunning dramatic brother, came running and shouting my name like he haven seen me for ages lar..

bobo: wah da lamer da nmpk kat rumah.. tk tau balik ke tk tau rumah kat maner? hehe

me: ISAP arg.. bobo babi!

see wat i mean, my fams are so super vulgar one..get it..

Its just the start of the week, its a freaking god damn monday lar!

and that boy is working seperti org giler.. and i ar alone man...

mcm single ladies..

as pernormal, mit waney to go jogging..

seronok giler finally dpt jog... hehhehe...

pictures from last sat sheesha with cousins..

we were caught playing game mcm budak budak..

u noe the pepsi cola 1,2,3 and press ur opponent thumb and count to 10

hahha.. cute rite the game! i noe :D

me loike this pic.. heheh..
We wanted to get thosai over at zam zam...
but then zam zam was fulled so we move to the next place just beside zam zam...
ive been wanting to eat thosai for a long long long long time alrady tau!
den until now tk dpt dpt! hais.. nasib aku lar kn.. =.=
end up i settle on the murtabak aje..

the next tyme if we want to go to nabin, we shud come way earlier ouk people!
can see my super montel cousin brother..
since young i just love to bite him...
sedap btol mcm ayam!
confirm! hahhaso iqul, sheesha tick...
next place??
hhhehe

2009-11-20T23:47:00.000-08:00

The twilight movie marathon is here man!!

but pay haven come in also.. =.=

its orite i will watch my own marathon at home..

2009-11-19T21:52:00.000-08:00

Good news ive managed to do just 1 slide of my A1 pp poster! and im currently left with 1 more slide.. and im done! tada!!! and my pp assessment is on the next sat! phew, im not working on tat day.. gerek giler.. :)

since today is friday, and iqul got his 1st pay, abeh member tros nk belanje mkn! hehehhe.... makin boncet perut aku! habis lar.... Berangan je tau iqul nk 8 packs by december! nk mampos! hahhahah....
plan for today is... erm... tk salah we are goin shopping! :)

Blair: Nate and I have plenty of spark, better than that fireworks.
Chuck: That was us.

well, that is just us :D

2009-11-18T17:59:00.001-08:00

let me clear the air.. once and for all... theres nutink else between me n D.. we broke up several weeks ago.. and honestly, there isnt any 3rd party involve or so... trust me.. we split up due to some reasons and i just wan to stop us from going any further as its gonna be hard for the both of us... its very annoying for me to keep saying theres nutink happened and we are alright and all.. i wonder y the hell cant u people just shut the fuck up!?? yes.. i was the one who asked for the break up and im the one who change the status from engage to single... y the hell must u people care in the 1st place.. im not trying to be an arrogant bastard or so... im just saying that well, we broke up n we didnt say anytink but there u guys go yanking abt us and complaint to D that i changed my status and all and asked y, wat happen... can i at least or we, have some privacy as to y we broke up.. me and D have alrady clear the doubts between us.. so thats abt it alrite..we broke up and theres nutink you people can do or yank abt.. thnks..

well.. on a brighter note,
i met sadiqul amin :)
finally a malay guy?
yeah..hahhahah

2009-11-16T20:37:00.000-08:00

im so gonna go for michelle's birthday party at butter!

altho my cousin sister wedding happens on the very same day...

party at nite bebeh!

its drink til you drop...

so why not :)

*kening naik naik*

2009-11-16T09:19:00.000-08:00

Im pretty much contented for now..
psl... me iz got ade plans on both the friday and the saturday..
pls humans, jgan menyebuk hor.. wan to go dating alrady.. :)
and i can start ticking sometink off my love book :)

*kening naik naik*

I IS IN NEED OF A MAUT PUNYER CAMERA LEI...

2009-11-12T18:05:00.001-08:00

can u freaking see his teeth!!

im telling u his teeth is not NICEE!!!

eeee...

muker da lar mcm apek.. hais.. bobo bobo!

the pictures was from i think one of the saturday which my parents suddenly with an open heart fetch me from work..

biler aku suruh amik aku balik keje tk amik..

biler tk suruh, tiber tiber saje nk amik...

not funny ouk..

so anyway, because my 2 brothers wanted so muuch to eat at mac..

dad headed down to king albert mac...

that place really changed alot over the years of coz..

suddenly the child hood memory came rushing to my mind..

so cute kn!

and mummy was telling her forever grandmother story to the 2 boys abt hw the place used to be like and watsoever.. i cant really be bothered alrady... tgah lapar giler hor..

i was trying to order our meal at the counter when the chinese aunty started talking to me in chinese.... i dun really get what she say and i just ignore..

bobo heard her and shout this:

" MY SISTER AND I ARE NOT CHINESE PEOPLE OK!"

like woowwwwwww....

woowwww..

i swear upon the moon that i dun noe how to react when he just shouted!

fuck!

but later the aunty jst apologize for talking chinese to me...

bobo is such a gangster! chibs btol..

why must i have a brother for a siblings mummy!

2009-11-10T19:10:00.000-08:00

Goodbye Heads and Shoulders shampo,

Welcome Essential!

This japs shampoo is so sweet..

i think my hair is feeling abit softer to the touch and my hair smell so super nice :)

I LOIKEEEE =P

so anyway... waneybaby.. kau sungguh sweet-bitch.com lei...

syg kau mnyk mynk!

and i noe kau love aku more than MIMI!

sorry mimi jgan marah!

heh :)

my wednesday faci is super lame and i dislike her..

cos she like to pick on people. and that includes me as well..

but nasib baik zai in my team n ade kaki to joke n shout around...

on a bright side of life, at least i didnt bump into her again..

phewww...

at least for now... =.=

ciao.. i need to do my ppt slides! =.=

2009-11-09T07:58:00.000-08:00

Im in love with chuck bass.. since season 1 of gossip girl :)

he is english and he is cute and sexy :)

Hw can i even forgot that my pp assesment is like coming real soon...

to add to that, ive not even started doing anytink for the poster...

soon aye.. soon..

i just got back... and boboi cant stop pestering me to find his -1 song for his audition n pratice... and personally, i feel like throwing him down the flat from the 5th floor..

=.=

see wat i mean? having siblings is quite annoying most of the time...

super kecoh nk mampos...

and for the record..

this is to u..

yes u..

actually, if u noe im dedicating this to u yaw!

hahha

cant there be any other girl/girls i can bump into other than uuuuuu?

its starting to pissed me off alittle mon.. hahha

hope NOT to see u around any sooner!

2009-11-08T20:41:00.000-08:00

I LOIKE leighton meester :)

im currently in class waiting for iqul to finish up his ppt..

den going for lunch..

and on top of that, my class is frezzing..

please tell me its not gonna rain...

please let the holidays come fast..

cos there many plans ahead!

some list of my plans are:

visit the jurong bird park
the zoo please
i never been to the night safari before..
can i please try to ice skate?
teach me how to cycle will u?
SINGAPORE FLYERS!
i need a pinic! at the sentosa soon..
when can i go to the wild wild wet?
shall we try water skii at ecp?
but the upcoming event.... ZOUKOUT 2009! cant wait..

confirm theres more places that i wish and i will want to visit...

fairygodmother, please grant my wishlist.. :)

2009-11-08T09:04:00.000-08:00

I jst came back from lepaking with waney, om, rizal and nash...
like always, its very the impromptu planning cos initially only me n waney decides to mit n hang out..The rest came back as we tot that we cud plan things up for our up coming bbq pit which falls on the 21st nov..But! due to the high demand of pits, we decided to switch plan and postpone the pit to a later date cos we got a new plan coming up in december! we going batam people to party!!!

yeah hell yeah man!
and the 5 of us is pretty much excited abt this trip together :)

anyway, THIS IS IT is fucking awesome people! suggest u bloody watch it soon! its really great... and MJ is sweet... but tell me why did he have to die before his tour? if the tour work out, its gonna be better than the dangerous tour he had in the 90s(if im not wrg lar)

on top of that, i dun think Jennifer's body is that good.. its rather ok movie to watch.. =.= i tot its gonna be a hell of a sexy hot movie lar.. megan fox pe... but seriously! she is fucking hot!

on a random note, im intending to change my blog url like again..
i noe im very the mentel.. mcm korg lar jgk wat..still deciding on the url..

Dharam,
im sorry.. but it think its now or never.. im sorry...

can somebody please get me a maut punyer camera!

2009-11-01T18:48:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings!!!..
like finally i have the urge to update my already dying, mundane blog.. :)

obviously theres plenty of things/shit happens rite..
and on top of that, i have tonnes of things to share but i just dun have the right words to use.. heheh.. jadi pndai pndai lar korg figure out hor! :)

1) Hougang is now a mega store (combine with Ruby)!!! kasut babe!
2) Amy went to PS and Ebel came to Hougang :)
3) I received my $100 voucher but have yet to get the clothes =.=
4) im on the process of losing weight!!!! :)
5) Im now an aunty! Thnks to the new born Dany Rifqi...
6) Hippo = $^%*&*(^*&%$%^&^&)(&
7) Pay day is coming!
8) Im gona do sometink with my black dull hair as soon as i get $$$
9) Saving $$$ for Zoukout 09 bebeh!
10) Life is like a waterfall.. :)

and the list goes on and on....
ouk from now, i will try my very best to update my very dead blog hor!

on the not so good note,
hafiz just passed away...
may he rest in piece...

SO PEOPLE DUN TAKE DRUGS...

2009-10-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

those intensive exercise with waney B last nite makes my thumb cramp now with pain..

=.=

well thanks to the stadium for closing ehk..

anyway, i intend to skip class and go to work cos we will be getting our $100 vocher..

and we must purchase our stuff b4 2pm..

which kinda suck actually...

my class end at 4pm..

the tot of skipping class is there.. but being a piggy as always, im so lazy to walk down to the mrt and wait for the bus and the sun is super scorching hot now..

cant tahan ouk.. ish..

mitting hippo later after school!!

nk mknnnnnnn!!!

aku lapar :(

2009-10-14T22:07:00.000-07:00

myra: "you cant live with gadgets! it will spoilt"

guess wat?

both my laptop n hp spoilt at the same time..

tell me abt it!

but syafiq is kind enuf to lend me his spare phone.. :)

i cant wait for work later..

cos i wan moooooonneeeeyyyy :)

2009-10-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

well someone turn legal yesterday.. :)

happy bdae myra

i hate my class timing on thursday!
cos i start at 8.30am
which obviously kinda sux!

class is super freezing.. =.=

2009-10-04T23:06:00.000-07:00

This was the 1st day of raya...

well as u noe lar kn SOME PEOPLE hilangkn camera!

now we are camera-less and its so damn tk seronok langsung..

cant capture the moments! =.=

benci aku!

See my little brother's face!

muker so cunning n mischevious nk mampos..

sumpah mintak kene slap!

Oh ya!

some weeks back we watch fame!

i still strongly prefer step 1 tho..

mcm lagi mampat gitu lor..

tgok budak bulat makan!

huahah

idk why i look so nyonya!

after this bulat makan,

she is super mentel to trim her hair..

kater budak lat lar kn..

kesian dier mcm loner now..

bf kat aussie.. ish..

but anyway, she looks do ah lian now lar!

hahha

Next stop,

The Arena..

full pic is on FB..

my personal favorite pic! :)

finally lar D ade gmbr very preety with me

2009-09-26T09:00:00.000-07:00

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

You make me happy, When sky are grey

You never know dear, How much i love you

Please dont take my sunshine away...

Ive been feeling very restless..

and life have been preety mundane...

but on the bright side of things,

i cant wait for 3rd october event.. :)

where else on the not so bright side of life,

why things always shit always happen to me at the same time?

yeah.. tat totally sux mon...

im still cracking my brains here thinking abt wat i shoud wear for the super styling!

sometimes, i wana take a step forward..

but wen i do, u will enter my life again..

im starting to wait, but there u go..

GONE

2009-09-25T04:55:00.000-07:00

EVENT: Seventeen Super Styling

VENUE: The Arena @Clarke Quay

DATE: 3 October 2009

TIME: 2pm to 6pm

Both me n zanna got selected for this year 17 super styling!!!!

im so sexcited oik!!

DO COME AND SUPPORT THE BOTH OF US!! :)

IF U WISH TO COME DOWN TO THE ARENA,

PLS PASS UR NAME ETC TO EITHER ME OR ZANNA.. :)

THNKS :)

2009-09-23T11:14:00.000-07:00

I wish to repeat secondary school life..

cos its the best part of my/our life..

IM like suppose to work today...

so i wen to work..

and amy cancel my shift :(

so sedih alrady ouk

at least i get to mit my favorite people.. :)

initially plan to mit waney at town n go hunting for clothing...

so zanna came along n join before she left for work..

I DUN FUCKING UNDESTAND WHY ALL OF US CANT MIT UP.. NBCB BTOL LAR.. ADE JE ORG TKDE..

so anyway back to my story, faris pon join in..

he wanted to look for wallet..

but tk beli pape..

hahha

These people makes me miss my secondary school life :(
trust me u will feel it wen u leave secondary school..

2009-09-14T19:36:00.000-07:00

had movie marathon and i find tat the movie fighting isnt that bad at all tho.. not really boring.. i find it quite a nice movie.. and on top of tat, channing tatum is so hot.com

im waiting to watch the movie gamer and the ugly truth starring Gerad Butler!!! im so in love with him and i wan to kiss him!! haha.. bcos he is an english man lar doink!

i was making kuih with mom on saturday n was at the same tyme watching Humtum (hindi movie) and SAIF ALI KHAN is oh-so-preety-hot-boy!

and im so determied to marry him!!

and nobody else... hahahha... i like his nose n eyes very very very very the much...

met zanna after she end work to do a little catch up..and waiting for her to get online n send my pretty photos!!!

"hopefully we get into the contest!"

2009-09-13T10:14:00.000-07:00

me is so abit feeling2..

me dye my hair all black..

going all natural for rayer...

weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Fuck u CO!

its been 1 month n i still haven received my voucher for my uniform

and its like gazillion timees i kept changing the clothes i wan to get tau!

geram!

sungguhthe very the geram.panas.giler-babi/tothemax.com

better make sure this tyme we planning for the buker puase samer2 jadi hor!

cos me miss u all very very very the much...

da lamer tk jumpe oik..

I was working this morning...

n this irritating malay woman kept pestering me abt things around the shop

i was so annoyed...

lagi annoyed wen i talk to her in malay

me: aunty arg.. nk try or not??

woman: huh! awak melayu huh??

me: ya lar.. abeh tkkn keling cik! =.=

woman: ish tkde lar.. igt ciner campur mat salih tadi.. hehhe

me: mat salih?? suke ati makcik lar.. =.=

woman: kirekn ape makcik ckp awak fhm lar tadi tu?

me: fhm cumer tk kuase je nk dgr bulan puase cik =.= heh

earlier on, she was talking abt my butt (!!!!) n my dimples :)...

in malay of cos! and she tot i didnt understand a single word she say..

bulan puase lagi nk tgok tgok pantat org..

mampos tknk!

ish..

mintaampun.org.sg btol manusia ni semua!

n so sexcited to mit zanna tmrw!!!!
*jumps*jump*

2009-08-31T08:32:00.000-07:00

When a guy tells u he is into u..

and u like him.. like how he like u...

better dun turn to another guy for the moment of folly...

not really a moment of folly tho..

just saying...

or rather i would say turn to a guy which u didnt noe wat ur life would turn into...

u will regret..

i regreted...

and now he is into someone else..

and im sad..

my fault..

2009-08-31T00:05:00.000-07:00

Apple now is a manager for a ruby store in Bugis!

Proud of her.. and hope she will do fine there with the new store n a new team :)

will gonna miss working with her tho..

AND on top of tat,

some people misplace my $100 voucher for my uniform!

and finally after nearly a week, amy said michelle found it over at ming ming's region..

wth!

reason: cos they got confused with another name with the same name as mine!

=.=

mangkok like hell u noe!

on the bright side of things,

hougang is gonna be the next mega store!!

so sexcited siolll!!

and my girls!

wen the fuck can we even mit??

=.=

ni lagi satu korang ni memang mintak kene ketok ehk!

bunny pon tk tau maner hilang...

sheessshhh...

cepat lar cari aku! :(

2009-08-17T18:59:00.000-07:00

only around this tyme,

my lappy choose to die on me like again..

but this tyme,

its dead n gone forever

me no more laptop alrady...

sheesh..

and need a new one!

2009-08-11T20:46:00.000-07:00

my foot just step out of the house at approx 11.20am when amy msg

amy: just to inform u ur shift is at 1.30 to clsing..

me: wah! i tot 12.30 sia.. lucky u tell me..

amy: got all of new arrival u can try them lor..

ermm...

luckily i haven even reach the bus stop n haven even wait for the bus...

nasib baik!! if not have to wait for like and hour to sign in...

shiityyy

so i decided to go back home and rest for a while!!

and!

BOBO'S TEACHER CALLED!

saying that he didnt attend his reading class for lke 4 tymes..

he was caught playing catching with idk who and he refuses to go for his class...

the best part was:

A SECURITY GUARD HAVE TO PULL HIM FROM THE PLACE AND SEND HIM TO THE GENERAL OFFICE!!!1

wtffff...

another shit happen yesterday during break tyme,

now i have to think of ways to get $$$

shitttyyyy weekkkk..

2009-08-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

u noe wen the tyme u nid this certain somebody at tat very point of tyme,

n tat particular person just choose to go MIA...

only god noes where, doing god noes wat..

sometimes u noe, u fill lyke u wish things will just be the same it used to be...

sometimes, u just wan to break free from things around u...

But u cant...

only after a while, wen ur free, u realized it isnt the same anymore....

im telling u this feelings really sux big time... =.=

On the bright side of life anyway,

myra, waney n me decided that its time for us to lose tat fats yooo....

hence we decided to go for a jog at the stadium...

sometymes, its best to go jogging and after tat, u will tend to feel better.. (in a way tho)

i've been avoiding cokesss and pepsiiiiii!!!!

been drinking bottels and bottels of plain water!!

and eating less of unhealthy food people!!

cos rite now on my brain is to LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!

ME IS LIVING HEALTHYLYYYYYYY BABY :)

2009-08-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

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wen will u even gonna understand? :(

i dun feel like blogging ATM..

im emotionally wreck :(

2009-07-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

Love is unconditional, relationships are not.

2009-07-28T06:32:00.000-07:00

tuesday: improptu day!
after class, i intended to go home n slip...

aku tk tau knape i alwas feel veryyyy sleepyyyy

shitty mon!

den myra n head to cwp.. wen to cotton on den met waney n fifi!!

huahhaha..

since me was feeling healthy, me ask waney if she wans to go jogging!!

suddenly i felt so lazy and i said lets go swimming!!!

yeah!!

swimming monnn!!

D never will go to the swimming with me!! like finally la oik

monday: blur meeeeee sotoooo

me n myra was otw to school after having nasi lemak at kopi alley for breakfast..

when suddenly i realize i didnt hold my lappy...

i tot i left it behind...

guess wat!!

yes i left it behind.. not at kopi alley but at home =.=

who the fuck in RP ever forgot to bring lappy to school??

so i had to go home n take my laptop..

and i was quite reluctant to go to school..

and further more D text me saying he isnt goin to school...

so i decided to ditch class n mit him..

lol

so lesson of the day: nobody can fucking forgot to bring a laptop to RP!

Expose which was on last saturday...

and im so delightful that finally all the babygirl + syafiq get together on tat particular day!!

more pictures from saturday will be on facebook!!

SWIMMING MAKES U LETHARGIC...

i miss u

i miss u
and

i miss u

2009-07-25T10:56:00.001-07:00

things is so complicated..
i just hate when things happened...
things that u didnt wish to happened....

i wish things might be better with us being like this...
im happy..
no more fites...
no more being controlled...
no more tears...

pls..
im sory

2009-07-20T20:51:00.000-07:00

i told u im selling of my junkss...

im selling off my high waist skirt for the time being..

cos im still cleaning my warbdrobe now.. :)

see thiss:

http://dresses-skirts.blogspot.com/

enjoy..

2009-07-17T02:40:00.000-07:00

somethink that i found few weeks ago online..

MJ singing sort of like a nassyid song..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVx5XJAYPmo&feature=related

enjoy people.. :)

2009-07-16T21:42:00.000-07:00

last week sun, finally met WFS.. after eon years lar..

cos that kid wanted to repair his VAIO lappy which doesnt look like a VAIO lappy..

ishh..

after which we headed to town to search for D bdae present..

altho his bdae is another month away...

cos im afraid i wouldnt have enuf $$ for next month..

sigh....

mit up with bulat since she is waitin for shameer..

den!!! mkn banditooooo

told u im addicted to bandito and been eating kfc non-stop..

lol...

and eversince transfomer movie came out, kfc have this transformer toy with a purchase of a kid's meal...

no surprise, WFS wanted it so badly lar...

yeah.. OMG..

huhahhahaah...

den the next few hours we spent looking for D things and talking shit and rot ourselves away...

huahahha...

and i prety think that my friends are dope! huahahha...

myra- souljaboy or wat?? huahhaha

2009-07-13T19:25:00.000-07:00

i got my LARGE PINK VICTORIA SECRET BAG alrady...

and OMG.. that bag is super big that i told D

" B BOLEH MASUK YOU INSIDE MY BAG ARGHHHH!!!"

This two lovelies teman me go get my bag..

as Z wanted to buy things at bishan..

so we train to toa payoh 1st then bishan..

and i lurp zanne's cameraaaaa!!!

so hungry rady... and bandito make me hungryy even more...

im so in love with bandito...

and ive been eating junk food for past weeks and months.. :(

and home swit home.. :)

Im broke this month..

i spent with i think a few $$ more and im officially broke...

lol...

cos i chose to spend on new bras n panties n bag....

yeah wavtever..

2009-07-09T11:45:00.000-07:00

Im sory im such a screw up...

Im sory im stupid and that ive got no brain, unlike u...

Im sory cos i always overlook over things you mention abt or watsoever...

Who am i to even blame u??

cos u said "im thinking if i even made a mistake..i dun think so.."

Im sory im not perfect like u...

Im sory i hate surprises...

Im sory for all that happened...

IM SORRY...

IM REALLY AM...

Im tired of fighting and being blame for everything...

I never needed you to be strong

I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs

i never needed pain,i never needed strain.

My love for you was strong enough you should've known.

I never needed you for judgement

I never needed you to question what i spent

I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.

And it's a little in the conversations

There isn't anything that you can say.

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,

I don't want to

Stay another minute

I don't want you

To say a single word

Hush Hush, Hush Hush

There is no other way

I get the final say

Because

I don't want to

Do this any longer

I don't want you

There's nothing left to say

Hush Hush, Hush Hush

I've already spoken

Our love is broken

Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections

On everything from how i act to what i say

i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way i let go

Of everything i wanted when you came along

But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated

I know next to you is not where i belong

And it's a little late for explanations

There isn't anything that you can do

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to

Stay another minute

I don't want you

To say a single word

Hush Hush, Hush Hush

There is no other way

I get the final say

Because

I don't want to

Do this any longer

I don't want you

There's nothing left to say

Hush Hush, Hush Hush

I've already spoken

Our love is broken

Baby Hush Hush

No more words

No more lies

No more crying

No more pain

No more hurt

No more tryin

Because

I don't want to

Stay another minute

I don't want you

To say a single word

Hush Hush, Hush Hush

There is no other way

I get the final say

Because

I don't want to

Do this any longer

I don't want you

There's nothing left to say

Hush Hush, Hush Hush

I've already spoken

Our love is broken

Baby Hush Hush

2009-07-06T19:50:00.001-07:00

Fucking tuesday..

i hate my tuesday class cos they all sux.. the faci too..

and as for today...

im rotting in class doing nutink.. cos nobody told me taht today there is a practical session..

tat means u nid a labcoat..

no labcoat = no entry to lab..

and i cant enter lab and now, im gona haf an F or an X for my tuesday class.. damn tuesday!

pics from last, last fri sheesha with the two mangkok.. haha..

but ive yet to received the rest of the pics.. cos i noe we took loads and loads of picss..

2009-06-28T20:48:00.000-07:00

u noe what! fuck u!

ur being unreasonable and u cant take it wen i did wat u do best!

fuck!

on a very horrible + terrible note,

AKU KENE QURANTINE SIAL!

2009-06-25T19:51:00.001-07:00

im glad today is friday!

and the problem statement for today is quite unexpectedly surprisely easy to start with.. :)

miting waney and bunny later!!

miss korg bnyk2

n zanne is coming back real soooooonnnn.....

n on a random note,

MJ pass away..

2009-06-22T04:03:00.001-07:00

TGIF!!

when all groups had presented

and when the time striked 3.45,

it marks the end of the day and obviously also the end of the week...

weekend means holiday...

well not that kind of long long holidays tho..

after class ended,

D pick me up to mit with the rest of our gerek kakis...

its been i guess abt 2 years? since we all mit and get together...

the coffee club buddies!!

while waiting for the others..

awie just like to do his eyes like that... and when im like talking so fast and excited, he will start doing that to scared the hell out of me! geram je!

after eating earle swensens, we had our little dessert treat over at mac.. :)

Well that is Hari.. we used to call him Patrick.. the character in sponge bob show..

cos he is so blur and his voice i cud say is almost the same as patrick.. ahahha..

The guys in coffee club..

us girlssss

last photos before we part ways... we were busy cathing up with each others life stories and forgot abt the time and all.. lol.. wats new rite..

finally, before we left, we made a pact... in time to come, wen we mit again, we must lose weight.. all of us.. not all except for just shah who is very skinny nk mampos.. lol

the next day, mom n dad decide to last mint plan for a short vacation to Port Dickson... nice plan to relax tho.. but no shopping done cos they got no shopping mall there... but i will have to say, me n my brothers were practically running everywhere mcm amazing race to get food and souvenir and all.. panas nk mampos! and we play kite! :) 1st tyme ouk and believe it or not.. me fought with my brothers over the small kiteeee.. :( babi sey.. bcos the of us wanted the kite for ourself... hahha.. and im telling u!! i gain all the weight i lose!

nabey chibye! :(

2009-06-15T22:16:00.000-07:00

this was the overdue photos from my melodramtic short bdae surprise..

drama mama lar satu satu..

and i got my favourite cartoon character cake: winx club...

lol

after the short mit up with the girls and the hunks,

we all went separate ways..

initial plan was to go out idk somewhr..

but, im too tired to go anywhere, so we settle to have sushi over at sembwg shopping center..

i truly ate all those colour plates by myself.. :)

cos ne is a sushi lover baby.. :)

TADAAA...

my "bdae cake"

since there was only 1 strawberry, the both of us save it for the last and at the end, we both fight for it.. cos we LOVE STRAWBERRY.. :)

we reach D's hse just in tyme for our chinese show and prison break...

But!!

while watching our chinese drama, another drama came up at his hse...

his mom was shouting for D...

D: b, u go see wat happen outside.. (with sense of urgency like someone kene rompak!)

being the blur cock as always, i went out to the living room anddddd

there was a bdae cake on the table with 19 LIGHTED CANDLES..

gosh can u believe it! 19 lighted candles...

cute lar his family..

on top of that,

and few more stuff from others too...

me loikey...

2009-06-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

Joke-with-no-link-at-all-of-the-day:

Nisa: B, im so sian in class rady..SCIENCE!

Dharam: Den u must think hw the cow cross the road

and sumpah tkde link...

Now i realise why poeple gaf me this face ( =.= )

when they noe im studying a science course...

U wana noe something people,

im officially stress out and my brain isnt working well...

hahaha....

Science makes my brain think even more slower....

gosh...

i want this bag!

but too bad ive spent most of my money from chopping off my hair, buying new bags, new bras and panties, pajamas, bedroom slipper, more and more cotton on clothes and finally!! like finally, ive made a new pair of glasses!!

the other nite...

mom: hw much was the laptop ur tlakign abt at sim lim?? $400 plus is it?

me: YESH! YESH! YESH! u wan to buy for me isit??

(kening naiknaik..)

mom: (walk away and ignore me) =.=

me: alermak! den next tyme dun ask me anythink arg... #%^&

apparently, my mom haf this habit of just walking away smiling... and she think its cute lar..

hahahha...

i nid to get going now... bye..

oh yesh! on a lighter note, my friend had finally return from canada.. :)

2009-06-14T23:13:00.000-07:00

Pictures from Waney bdae celebration which was like eon years ago...

2009-06-14T04:29:00.001-07:00

im just too lazy to update...

soryy guys..

lol

btw, i would like to wish waney and myself a happy 19th bdae!

haha

counting down to our years of togetherness(??)

and our age(??)

19 alrady.. gosh..

2009-05-24T22:44:00.000-07:00

My bill got terminated again.. for the 2nd tyme.. i noe.. loser...

due to that, emy claimed that i went MIA..

cos apparently, she cant get tru me...

like wth...

i mean, i took the initiative to call the store and ask abt my shift and all..

just bcos she cudnt get to me, i went MIA??

fuck..

and she cancel my shift for the whole of last week...

its triple shit man... i noe..

drama sia this emy..

anyway, like finally i manage to work this this bulat...

after a long long long tyme...

from wat i noe, i only need to work from 11 to 3pm yesterday...

and tot after work, i cud spend my time alone, studying..

but some people lar kn..

perangai babi...

i had to extend to closing and there goes my dream of getting 3.2 GPA..

sedih siol...

and now, im stuck in class...

confused, pening...

drowning in chemistry...

im dead...

and today, im supoosed not to work..

BUT!! i had to...

and on a lighter note, jannah is doing closing.. den why not?

and D wants to fetch me... that means, i will have to wait for him again like last nite til 11.30!

ish...

2009-05-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

Im now addicted to watching Lipstick Jungle...

and btw look at this:

Jett?

My son's name is gona be Jett?

u wish Mr facebook...

D alrady decided on D.J...

hahahhah

2009-05-16T10:30:00.000-07:00

i want go korea!

i want!!

BUT!

MONEY NO ENOUGH!

2009-05-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

Azimah! you said it rite again and again...

PRC sux!!!

dun noe wats PRC? figure it out bitch...

you noe thing??

they eat pig and therefore, i conclude that they behave like 1 too...

lazy like a pig...

they are so stupid most of the tyme..

include lazy all the tyme!!

eat pig everyday!!

and hell cud they speak fluent eng!

like seriously wtf!!

having 2 PRC in ur god damn team isnt a joke...

mine especially!!

they just sit there and wait for me to finish upload the ppt slides..

like wth!! then y the heel ar u in RP when u cant TALK!! COOPERATE??

nabey chibye lar PRC!!!

i hate u!!

on a lighter note, look at this:

my PP is accepted!!!

im so delightful now.. :)

but i was warned last nite..

hahha

D said it is not an excuse to eat at B&J just because im doing PP on them.. :)

its ouk!!

i got my way mon...

Syg Dharam!

2009-05-11T20:42:00.000-07:00

Dharam…

Most of the time = annoying…

And I can’t stand him… Everything he do, make me wana smile…

Sometime, spontaneously romantic…

But, still he made me love him… I don’t know why I trusted him but I know that I could. When we first met, I never felt something so strong… Now, he is like my lover and my best friend, all acting 1… Sometimes when I think about everything that we’ve been through…I can’t help but just laugh and smile thinking how silly everything we can be…

For now, I would thank the stars that made our dreams come true…

Dharam, happy 1^st year…

“You will always be part of me… I’m part of you and definitely… boy, don’t you know you can’t escape me… oh darling you will always be my baby… and we will linger on, time can’t erase the feeling this strong.. no way it never shake me, oh baby you will always be my baby”

You will always be…

With love,

Nisa

p/s: D bought me a roxy jacket! i loike.. :)

2009-05-09T09:57:00.000-07:00

sometimes,

there are tymes that ur sister can make up ur day,

put a smile on ur face,

joke around happily...

sometimes,

there are tymes that u wish ur sister is as good as dead...

cos there are tymes that she wans to be the rite one all the time..

and thinks that her way is the rite way...

and for that, she will nag at me saying those bullshit again and again...

like everything in her life, was all so perfect and all so rite!

damn!!

she is always doin this to me..

and i hate it hate so much..

i noe im turning 19 this year...

yes i noe im older than 1 year...

i noe all that...

i noe tat ur married...

i noe!

i fucking noe tat!!

wats the used of comparing me and u?

wat do u get for tat?

there are somethings that i wana share but this isnt the rite place to do so....

for now,

im seriously mad and frustrated with her...

1 thing i noe for sure is this:

u are not me and u dun noe wat im doing!

dun compare!

2009-05-08T20:55:00.000-07:00

i didnt went to school yesterday!

cos i was having migrane lar abeh!

reson being cos i haven been sliping properly.. due to my insomia!!!!

damn...

abeh the day before i went out to airport with cotton on tamp and when home giler babi late without realising its a school day! i happily tot it was a friday lar kan!! ish. cheat m feelings je tau!

D seems to be unhappy that i wasnt in school...

cos ive alrady promise him i wont slipped skool..

but i was having migrane wat...

and the most annoying part was this!!

my dad call and call and call and call and call and call like nobody business!!

disturb my slip je tau my dad...

he just need me to accmpy him to M.O.M

hahahahahhaha!!! nabey!! geram je aku

not to complaint abt cotton on but the levy..hahah

since dad knew i dun have cash, he treated me to eat!

hahahah

and gaf me cash!!

and before i cud even thinking of saving that cash, my sister took it!!

aku peh geram!!!!!!

im so so so so so so angry!!

very angry....

im so pissed off!

everybody is completely getin on my nerves!!

well on the other hand,

lastt nite, i met waney and we went restricted shoping

why restricted??

cos we had pay shortage and its totally wtf...

D'marque having jumbo sale!!!!!!!!

sape tk nk pegi!!!!

and i nid to get to wor :(

kelly & apple ::(

but on the bright side, its double pay mah.. :(

2009-05-06T22:46:00.000-07:00

FUCK U COTTON ON!!

I DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY THE HELL U CAN BE THE REGIONAL MANAGER AND INCHARGE OF THE PAYROLL!!

U CANT EVEN COUNT A SIMPLE 1,2,3!

FOR GOD SAKE!

CANT I EVEN GET MY FULL PAY FOR JUST THIS FUCKING MONTH??

CANT I????

IM GOING TO M.O.M...

I DARE TO COTTON ON!

FUCK U!

2009-05-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

i swear i didnt noe u were still checking out on her...

i hate u!